No messsge. Had a cry. Feeling somewhat better. He treated me awfully anyway. Still feels shit though.

Never taking my phone off flight mode.

Feeling slightly okay again :)

I don’t even know why I’m so fucking bothered. He was a twat.

I text him but I’ve put my phone on flight mode so I won’t keep checking to see if he has replied. It’s literally making me feel sick.

I know you need time to feel sad before you feel better but I don’t know how to cope with this.

Literally nothing at all is making this any better. I just need to be okay with him again because this hurts way too fucking bad.

And I feel really fucking shit and I just want him here right now