TODAY IN BIOLOGY CLASS WE LEARNED THAT WHEN YOU MOW THE GRASS THE BLADES RELEASE A CHEMICAL THAT MAKES THAT GLORIOUS SMELL BUT THE REASON WHY THEY RELEASE THE CHEMICAL IS TO WARN OTHER GRASS BLADES OF DANGER SO WHEN WE SMELL THE FRESHLY CUT GRASS SMELL IT’S NOT JUST A GOOD SMELL IT’S THE SMELL OF THE BLOOD AND SCREAMS FOR HELP OF THOUSANDS OF GRASS BLADES
warning other grass blades of danger hahaha what are they gonna’ do they just grass
I have never been so exhausted in my life. I haven’t slept for about 36 hours. I sat and waited up for James. I sat and waited up until I had to wake him up to drive him to work on the other side of the island. I went and picked him up at 9pm because he was so drunk he couldn’t string two words together and he was alone on the boat and I didn’t want anything to happen to him. I drove for 40 minutes to go pick him up to spend another 40 minutes driving back to his having drunken abuse thrown at me, telling me he hates me one minute then loves me the next and how much I piss him off but how he’d never ever be without me. I make him some food, a cup of coffee and put him to bed. He’s awake about an hour later screaming at me and accusing me of accusing him of cheating and going more mental than I have ever seen anyone go in my life. Screaming at me and shouting and grabbing me and yet I stayed. I put him back to bed when he’d calmed down, sat in the lounge and watched movies for 4 hours, woke him up at 3 and drove him all the way back to work in tears while he tried to say he was sorry but telling me it’s my fault he went mental and I shouldn’t piss him off.
Why do I do so much for someone who does so little for me?
I love the very bones of him but he breaks my heart.